It became obvious to me when the ABC decided to report on my recent conviction for drink driving that I will be subjected to some changes in my life.
The obvious one of not being able to drive is initially the penalty that I will bear in addition to the $1100.00 fine. These are practical and financial matters that all of us must deal with in a myriad of areas and ways in navigating a more and more complex world.
The ‘splashing’ of my name, my crime, my personal life and health challenges was a little more than I expected. Especially considering the ABC saw fit to include it on the national reporting site. It was a surprise when a friend called me from Queensland to say they saw it on the ABC.
Well, here is the thing for all to see. (click here)
I made a serious mistake, and there is no clever sentence structure, legal nuance, or carefully chosen word that makes that any less true.
There is no “yes, but…” sentence here. There is no “but.” There is only the bad decision and the consequences that follow it.
The reading was low range. That is largely irrelevant in the bigger picture, because low range still means over the limit, and over the limit still means I made the wrong call. I have spent a lifetime telling people that the small decisions are often the dangerous ones, because they are the easiest to justify to yourself in the moment.
What has surprised me is not the penalty, and not even the inconvenience of losing my licence, although I will admit that will test my patience and my planning and lead to many, many frustrations. Frustrations which I hope will become indelible in my future thinking and decision making. What has surprised me is how quickly my mistake of some three years ago, became newsworthy today.
The uncomfortable truth sitting at the centre of all of this, is not if I acknowledge my mistake, my crime, ignorance, any remorse, shame or guilt I may feel, but, how can this be weaponised for greater entertainment and outrage.
I have seen the consequences of poor decisions on the road, and perhaps I will now further bear the poor decisions of those who subscribe to this entertainment and outrage.
I do not expect a free pass. If anything, it makes the mistake harder to accept, because I cannot pretend I did not understand the risk and the greater consequences coming my way.
Australia loves a ‘hero’ whether in combat, on the sporting field or the neighbour pulling a cat from a burning building. But Australia, particularly our paid Merchants of Misery, the Media, love nothing more than tearing someone down, particularly when they are vulnerable, when they are down, when they really need a mate more than an attack. But, the world has, and is changing, Australia has, and is changing.
When the Queensberry Rules are thrown out the window in the Mixed Martial Arts ring, and when it becomes okay when someone is down, to give them a kicking and a few late punches, to finish them off, it time to review the rules. Perhaps it is time to walk that mile in another’s shoes, to look in the mirror and be grateful, be thankful that by luck and perhaps the grace of a higher power, there go I.
This is not written for sympathy. I am not interested in that. This is simply me putting my hand up and saying that I got this wrong, and that matters.
There is one thing that I have always managed through great adversity; it is much like what training does for the pugilist, it gets me down to my fighting weight.
(NOT written by AI – © Ian Schlein)













